woohooooo~is time for vacation!!

finally is time for vacation!after so many tiring work,at last i can really enjoy my sweet holiday..

but..................

i'm not that happy when i knew i gonna spent my holiday on a cruise..

yerrrrrrrr..bad feeling immeadiatly appear..

to me, cruise is BORING!!

stay in a limited space for few days will really kill me..

you get cooped up in a super small room with nothing much to do except eating, sleeping and gambling..

omg!how bored can it be??

However I realised how wrong I was with this Royal Caribbean Cruise experience..

*Photo credit: Royal Caribbean International*

 

I felt really pampered by the experienced and friendly cruise service staff ..

not to mention the exciting activities to do onboard the ship but the FOOD!!

imma is a food lover,cant live without food and dessert..

is time for enjoy my foooood..

nom!nom!nom!

here is some pic of me..

actually there are tons of pic in my camera..

but..............

i'm kind of lazy to upload all pic..

hehex

anyway this is my new hair style..

hell yeah!curly hair again!

wanna to look sexy but obviously FAILED!

i look more like aunty than a hot chic..

my confession

actually i kind of lazy to updated my blog because every time i went back home after work all i want is just my bed!hell yeah! MY BED!!

BUT..................
suddenly my brain just pop out something and i just spent 15min to finished this "mini" confession.. 
and after i finished writing it, i sort of proud of myself..hohoho =]

because my english is suck!

  I have always classified myself as a hopeless romantic..
 Falling in love has never been my problem.. i will fall with someone like just a sec.. I don't mean to sound shallow..

But in other hand i always has this "mature" belief in my mind, both people have to be on the same page when come to relationship.. 
they have to be at the same point in their lives, wanting the same things so the relationship will only stay strong and longer..

 you cant have any doubts or reservations because that's totally not love..

  Jump in too quick, you can screw things up easily.. 
Wait too long, it may be too late.. 
you have to consider who your boyfriend or girlfriend are now, 
who they will be in the future,
are you on the same page and will you continue to be with them?
 if not, just get over it and get on with your life..
 You’ll find someone who seems perfect for you in every way..
 But right now…it’s really time to focus on life.. 
This is my confession on a relationship..

you might be thinking I'm talking bullshit,

but whatever..
=]

all is about work..

Awaken up by the sun beaming through my  room this afternoon,and half day of my sweet tuesday is gone..

sigh.. and the worst thing is I'm gonna to start my work! 

my first work ever! 

still cam whoring.. not feel like getting my ass to work..

*ignore my pill face*

As a shy and socially awkward who had never been employed before, I applied to be a waitress at a Taiwanese restaurant.. and guess what?? They actually hired me!!hohohohoho~

Okay i should admit it  I was really nervous on the spot! 

so I showed up 30 minutes early to my very first day of work.. 

such a hardworking worker am I!!

this is how I dress up for my work..

my working place- Taipei Taipei

When i first step in the restaurant, I gradually fell in love with it!! I should said that people in Taiwan they’re fabulous in food and they know how to enjoy their life,they somehow have their very own unique taste and style which gives you a very warm and cozy feeling..

let me introduce my colleague..

our bar manager,hanz..he used to call me 小公主 but the way he treat me is more than his slave!

PR manager,chris..

he love to call me 雪晶晶 = =''''

he always think he is the most handsome guy in the world..

sweat *2

James, our customer service manager..

the most hardworking worker in taipei taipei..

our trainee manager, dary.. 

we actually hang out alot at the middle of the night..

and i used to love to hug him..

hehex.. but he is a gay!

he is single and available now!

if you are interested in him,just call 012-5449***..

LOLS 

If you’re interested to drop by to Taipei Taipei,here’s the address:

 subang avenue shopping centre.

Lot sg-06, persiaran kemajuan ss16,

47500, subang jaya.

There are many tasty food and beverage waiting for you to try!

if you are cocktail lover, you must come here for once..

me love is the Bombay Sapphire Tom Collins! Definitely is a ladies choice..

 It instantly melts in your mouth like ice cream..

and somehow it makes me feel sexy after drinking it..

XD

she wants to know..

for it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart..
it was not my lips you kissed, but my soul..

I have a bit of a love situation that I'm trying to figure out here.. I'm really confused..I don't know what to do.. I can't believe what i heard from your mouth today.. your words is the main thought going on in my mind for every sec..i hate the truth especially the ugly truth! I've trying really hard to be a mature adult in here..  Did I over-react? seriously i really don't know.. Right now, I feel so weak..  it's never hit me this hard and down before.. how could i hold this relationship until we celebrate our 2 years anniversary..


"he doesn't deserve me."
i know that that's what my friends and ever my parents been telling me for months after happen the unhappy incident.. he wasn't any good for me.. he hurt me,  he made me happy for such a short time, and even then it was full of ups and downs.. sometimes i will ask myself should i let you go on that time? maybe i wont hurt that deeply now..
Eventhough love sometimes hurt really badly but we still need to get through it.. Love is like a movie – you cannot dislike a wonderful movie with a bad ending – it’s just not possible to feel sad and angry about the bad ending if the rest of the movie felt like a dream..
baby just tell me i worth for it..

it's you..it's always been you..

today is our 1 year and 11months anniversary..but we had a fight just a minute ago..and is bothering me..

baby i just want to tell you when i'm in kl,I almost miss you every single day and when we're on the phone it's just a reminder that we can't get close enough..now we are bigger than this and though it is tough at times, we will figure it out and try the ways that we can meet with each other..we been gone through alot..so............
please believe in me baby, i never have the intension to lie on you or cheat on you.. 
I can't wait to hold you tight and kiss you all over again and again..i really hope you can fully trust me in the near future..I couldn't see myself missing anyone else the way I miss you and the way i love you..you are so deeply loved baby..